But I did it anyways...

I'm sure there are more than a handful of phrases that I would like to define my life, but today I'll just focus on one: "but I did it anyways!"  Life is a series of choices.  Will I get up this morning or will I hit the snooze button 5 times?  Will I work my Mary Kay business or will I watch TV?  Will I be purposeful with my time, or will I be distracted by less important things?  All of these choices affect the trajectory of our lives.  Now, one morning of hitting the snooze button isn't going to radically change your life, but all of these small choices add up to something bigger and better or something small and average.

I'm choosing to make choices that add up to bigger and better things in my life, and for me, this means having a "but I did it anyways" attitude.  I'm a wife, a working mom, a business owner, and all of these areas can be better because of this attitude.  In fact, I'm beginning to think that this attitude is the difference between a mediocre life and a fulfilling, satisfying, abundant life.  So, when I don't feel like making those phone calls to grow my business, waking up at 6am to get a head start on my day, or taking the time during my day to pray, worship, or read my Bible, I will choose to say "but I did it anyways!"

My guess is that if I choose to have this attitude rather than that of "I just don't feel like it," or "I'll do it later," then I'll be a better version of myself.  The hard part is remembering to choose this attitude.  Maybe I should have it tattooed on my forearm or written on every wall in my house?  Since I don't see either of those things happening in this lifetime, I'll settle for printing it out and placing it on the bulletin board over my desk as a daily reminder to choose something bigger and better for me and my family.

I'll take the good with the not-so-good...

So last night was such a sweet night with my little Claire, except for the fact that I didn't get much sleep.  You see, I can hardly complain because she has always been such a great sleeper.  From 7 weeks old, she's been sleeping through the night consistently, and most nights and naps, she goes right to sleep in her crib with little to no fussiness.  I've always been so grateful for all of this, but there is a small part of me that wishes she would let me snuggle and rock her more often around bed time.  Last night, I got my wish.

My husband and I have made this habit of going in to check on her before we go to bed.  I usually give her a little kiss on the cheek and replace any socks that were pulled off before she fell asleep.  Well last night, she woke up just as I opened her door and she did not go back to sleep.  So, I got to snuggle her and rock her for about 30 minutes, and I loved it.  Then I went to put her down, and she was not having anything to do with that.  After a minute of trying to decide what to do, I brought her to bed with me.  Now, this isn't something I've ever done with her.  I was always too nervous to sleep with her when she was little, but she's almost 10 months old and I thought it might be the quickest way for both of us to get some rest...I also wanted some more snuggle time.  Last night was one of the sweetest times I've had with my little Claire.  She fell asleep in my arms for the first time since she was only a few months old, and even though she woke up way too early this morning, I loved our sweet time together in the middle of the night.

The New Me!

So now that the New Year is in full swing, I thought it would be fun to share a couple of changes/goals that I'm working on this month.

First, I've decided that I'm going to submit for Director in Qualification for Mary Kay by February 1!  This means that I'll be working really hard for the next 5 months to become a Mary Kay Director.  It's a lofty goal, but I have no doubt that I can accomplish it.  I'm excited about the women I'm going to meet, and I'm even more excited to see how the Mary Kay opportunity can change their lives.

Second, I will be waking up by 6am every day of the week except for Fridays.  This will not only help me with my first goal, but it will make my mornings much less stressful if I can be dressed and ready to go by the time my little Claire wakes up.  To some, this doesn't sound like a big deal, but I am not a morning person.  In fact, I haven't had to be up that early on a regular basis since High School.  In Mary Kay's autobiography, she talks about the 5am club.  She makes a great point, but I'm not quite ready for that.  I'll start by joining the majority of the county who wake up 5 days a week for the 6am club. 

Third, I am going to lose 10lbs!  I'm back to my pre-baby weight, but let's just say that it's not the lean muscle version of my pre-baby weight.  I am absolutely too busy to cycle 3-4 days a week like I did before Claire, but I can find time to change my diet.  I've been enjoying food quite a bit, and I think the small sacrifices will be worth the weight loss.  Hopefully this will even things out a bit.

What changes will you make in 2011?